I need help with depression!?

I have been acting different, sleepy. not being able to concentrate, sad. in the past two years ive gone through Alot, my friends mom murdered her moving away and parents divorce. the murder happened in my house, but in the other apartment. when my parents got divorced my dad left and my mom jumped into a relationship. my mom has been witht his guy for a year and already wants tomove into a house with him. i dont like him. plus she wants to move to a differnet town, i have always lived in my town and dont wanna go to a different school i have been absouluty misserable bacuase my mom wont listen to me at all. i want to somehow get attention and maybe haver her changer her mind about moving somehow.. maybe get my self into a hospital, take asprin? i dont want to hurt myself i just want to somehow go to sleep for a couple days or something, go to the hospital? then i know ill get attention i now it sounds dumb but i really need it.i dont want to kill myself, just put everyone in shock. please dont comment stupid stuff it will only make me worse, i need advice. talk to me please,thank you very much(: